" I look at him as a friend, then I realized am I falling again? "
Lately, sinusubukan ko ng mawala lahat ng nararamdaman ko para kay B. May nagsabing hindi naman daw sigurado dun sa nililigawan nya, pero mahal nya, tapo. Yun na yun. Si T. naman hindi na ako sigurado. Nag-uusap kami pero once a week na lang, minsan wala na. Gumawa na ako ng paraan, nag-effort na ng sobra kaso hindi gumagana. Sabi nya pupunta sya dito sa Metro dahil dito sya na-assign sa trabaho nya, bahala na.
May lagi akong nakakasama ngayon, sya naman si A. Hindi sya gwapo, pero thoughtful at tingin ko naman mabait. Madalang akong makakilala ng lalaking nanlilibre, lalo na sa bakla. Kaya na-aapreciate ko yun. Napapadalas ang pagiging magkasama namin kaya may time na makapag-usap ng tungkol sa isa't -isa. May time pa na sinamahan nya ako papunta sa father ko kahit bumabagyo nung last Monday pagkagaling sa trabaho. E, dati naman diretso uwi na yun. Malisyoso ba akong tao? Siguro, bobo kasi ako pagdating sa ganito kaya nag-research ako ng mga signs of falling in love. Basahin nyo, baka applicable din sa inyo.
13. You can't stay mad at him/her for more than a minute or two. You actually have to try hard to stay mad.
12. You'll read his/her IMS over and over again...
11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him or her.
10. You'll feel shy whenever youre with him or her.
9. While thinking about him/her, your heart will beat faster and faster.
8. By listening to his/her voice..you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her..you can't see the people around you ..you can only see that person.
6. You'll start listening to slow songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about.
4. You'll get high just by their smell.
3. You'll realize that your always smiling to yourself when you think of them.
2. You'll do anything for him/her.
1. While reading this, there was only 1 person on your mind the whole time.
Parang, para kay B. pa din to. Pero kay A. natutuwa ako ngayon sayo and I appreciate every little concern that you're showing. Salamat.
Til Next Time,
Diosa
Ayieeee, yun lang. Nakailan yata ako sa 13 na yan. haha
ReplyDeleteSo... mukhang maraming nangyayari sa buhay. I hope you will be cheerful soon =) Lagi na lang parang gloomy ang mga kwento mo. =)
ReplyDeleteCheers!
Kane
Kane,
ReplyDeleteMagdilang angel ka sana..Thanks for dropping by..
Cheers to life..
Desperate Houseboy,
ReplyDeleteGo lang tayo ng go sa 13 na yan..